Rest In Peace, Lucy.

 

 

 

 

 

 

"Lucy"  Aug 2003-July 2011

I went to the vet's office to pick Lucy up today.  I learned that her blood sugar was not yet regulated, and I was going to have to bring her back on Monday to continue insulin dosing and glucose checks.  The vet said her heart worm test came back positive, but she's currently too frail from her diabetes to even think about beginning treatment.  On top of that, the vet strongly recommended getting her spayed in order to prevent uterine or ovarian cancer, something older dogs are prone to.

Bottom line, we were looking at a whole lot more expense than we'd originally planned on.  It was time to seriously evaluate the situation.

After some soul searching, we felt it was best to let her be put to sleep.  Lucy's already considered a senior dog, and with the diabetes, cataracts, heart worm, and the need for surgery, it was just going to be too much for her to go through.  I didn't realize I'd be tearing up at the vet's office.  I was just thankful our neighbor was watching the kids for me instead of having them be there with me, when that call had to be made.  I don't think I could handle the kids being upset at the same time as me.

So, I decided it would be best not to bring her back home.  They will euthanize and bury her.  I know it's in her best interest, but at the same time, it leaves a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach.  Lucy was, after all, my first dog.

And so it goes.  Lucy had a good life, and she was a mild-tempered, lovable, and affectionate dog.  I sure am going to miss her and the games she and I used to play.

Rest in peace, little lady.  We love you.  xoxoxox